Finding Infinity

NYB
1 min readJan 16, 2019

Lost in thought, I philosophize creation,

I theorize religion,

I entertain prophetic vision,

In the darkness of mind, I challenge the Creator,

Peeking in the looking glass, I search for the secrets of the universe,

Facing nature, I grasp for the answers

On my own, I imagine a time before time,

I consider origins; I conceive potentiality

I hopelessly attempt to define the universe in laconic expression

With believers, I recreate Solomon’s Golden Era of Ancient Israel

With agnostics, I challenge the “what if;” I teeter the “if so,”

With atheists, I indulge the “How so,” I deflect the “couldn’t be”

A puzzle within my own mind, rhetoric swallows consciousness,

It misconstrues the conspicuous,

It emphasizes the miscellaneous,

It enhances the theoretical

With great defeat, I succumb, like many before me, to finding the answers,

And it is precisely in this moment I snap from my compelling trance,

Only to see the universe around me

Not through puzzling definitions and streams of consciousness,

But through Newtonian physics, through time and space

I discover I was lost within myself,

Overcome by the powerful realm of the unknown

And in a moment’s time, I am enlightened

Not because I know all the answers,

But because I don’t

Not because I have the keys to eternity,

But because I have the keys to tomorrow,

For tomorrow is another day,

And I am obligated to make the most of it

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NYB

“There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self.” — Ernest Hemingway